Intehah………..(The Game Of Lust)

Shaam ka waqt tha………..poori duniya jahan khushiyan mana rahi thi………valentine day ke us khaas din ki…………jahan sare premi apni apni premikawon ko dher sare tohfe de rahein they……….phool de rahein they……..kahin apne pyaar ka izhaar kar rahein they………wahin kuch ankahi baatein bhi khamosh labon par unke darmiyan zaahir ho rahi thi……….jahan kai chehrey par khushiyan jhalak rahi thi wahi ek saksh aisa bhi tha jiske chehrey par kewal mayusi thi…….

aankhon mein dher sare aansoon liye hue…………wo is waqt apne bister par bilkul khamosh baitha hua tha……….bilkul akela sa……..gumsum………..nakaami saaf uske chehrey par jhalak rahi thi……….jaise kisi cheez ko paane ki usey chaah ho aur wo cheez usey na mili ho………ya cheen li gayi ho………..zubaan poori tarah se khamosh they magar dil mein jaise koi bahut bada sa toofan utha hua tha………..itna bada toofan jisey rokna aab shayad uske bus mein bhi nahi tha………aur aab wo toofan bahut jald kisi na kisi roop mein aakar uski zindagi mein dastak dene wala tha…….shayad uski maut ke roop mein………………

kamrey ki sari khidkiyaan poori tarah se band thi………darwaza bhi barabur laga hua tha………na hi aab us kamrey mein kisi prakar ki koi aahat thi……..aur na hi koi awaaz……..magar is gehri khamoshi mein ek cheez jo pal pal us khamoshi ko todh rahi thi……..wo thi uski dil ki dhadkhan……….jo waqt ke saath saath aab bahut tezi se dhadaktey jaa rahi thi………kuch nafrat ki wajah se……….to kuch pratishshodh ki wajah se…………kuch der tak wo saksh bister par yu hi khamosh baitha rehta hain aur apne beetey hue atteth ke bare mein sab kuch sochney lagta hain………..

sari ghatna ek ek kar kisi film ki tarah uski aankhon ke samney ghumney lagti hain………aur aakhirkar ek aakhri shabdh uske dimag ko puri tarah se jhankjhodkar rakh deta hain………” jawo……..agar tum mujhse itna hi pyaar karte ho to jakar kahin apni jaan kyon nahin de dete………..hain tummein wo himmat…………jaan dene ke liye kaleza chahiye…………is seenay mein dum hona chahiye……..yahan log baatein bahut badi badi kiya karte hain magar yahan koi kisi ke liye kuch karta kuch nahin………tum bhi unhi sab mein se ek ho………aur mujhe pyaar jaisi cheezon par bilkul bhi bhasoha nahin………aur ye raha mera jawab…………tumhare is pyaar ka………..” love letter ke kai sare tukdey karke us ladki ne us saksh ke mooh par de mara tha……….jo chot uske dil mein aab nasoor ban gaya tha……….kabhi na bharne wala zakhm wo pal usey aab de gaya tha………

aansoon aab bhi lagataar uski aankhon se baras rahein they……….wahin dil mein chupa dard aab badta jaa raha tha………beetatay waqt ke saath saath………..aur aab ye dard is hudd tak badh chuka tha ki us dard ka ilaaz us saksh ke paas maujood nahin tha………kuch der tak wo chup chaap yu hi rota rehta hain……..fir samney table par rakhi hui ek choti si sheeshi par jab uski nazar jati hain uski aankkon se aansoon dheere dheere sookhney lagte hain………..aab shayad wo kuch faisla kar chuka tha……….aab wo ghadi aa chuki thi kuch kar guzar jane ki……….apna pyaar ko sahi saabit kar pane ki……….

uske honton par ek hulki si muskaan tair gayi………aur haath khud ba khud us sheehi ki taraf badhte chale gaye…………..aankhein haule se band hone lagi………..aur jo honth sile they wo khud ba khud khultey chale gaye…………aur tab tak khule rahe jab tak wo zehar ki sheeshi ki aakhri boond uske halak mein poori tarah se utar nahin gayi………….kuch der tak us kamrey mein gehri khamoshi rahi……….fir us saksh ki aankhon mein aansoon fir se baras pade……….shayad apni haar ki wajah se……….ya fir apni zindagi se mili us shikasht se………….jo jeetey jee wo kabhi usey nahin bhula sakta tha………….

kuch der baad uske jism mein jaise jaise zehar ka asar badhney laga…….uski takleefein bhi waqt ke saath saath dheere dheere badhney lagi………..aankhein dheere dheere band hoti chali gayi………..

” main buzdil nahin hoon………..buzdil nahin hoon……….” shayad ye uska aakhri shabdh tha aur……………………..uski zubaan humesha ke liye khamosh ho chuki thi……….takleef aab is hudd tak badh chuki thi ki aab uske liye wo dard sehna bardaast ke bahar tha………..aur shayad aab usey is takleef se mukti bhi mil chuki thi………….kamrey mein ek baar fir se gehri khamoshi thi…………magar is baar na hi kahin koi shor thi………….. aur na dil ki dhadakney ki koi awaaz…………kyon ki aab wo dil ki dhadkan bhi humesha humesha ke liye kahin aab band ho chuki thi………………………ya shayad aab us dil ne dhadakna aab band kar diya

After 4 months……………..

Gurgaon sehar mein stith ek 15 manzil buliding par ek saksh raat ke kareeb 10 baje akela ……..gumsum sa……….apni yaadon mein khoya hua tha…………nashe ki wajah se uski aankhien surkh laal thi……..magar kahin na kahin un aankhon mein aansoon ki chand boondein bhi nazar aa rahi thi…………aur dil mein dher sara gum…………jo uski aankhein pal pal uske dil mein chupe hue us dard ko bayan kar rahi thi…………aisa lag raha tha mano wo apni zindagi se haar gaya ho………ya usey aab jeeney ki iccha khatam ho gayi ho………..

wo fauran apne kadam aagey ki taraf badhata hain aur jab uski nazar neechay jameen ki taraf jati hain uske dil mein durr ki ek tezz lehar daud jati hain………agle hi pal wo marney ka khyaal apne dil se nikal deta hain……….magar khyaal nikalte hi fir se uske dil mein daba dard dheere dheere uspar havi hone lagta hain……….aur guzarte waqt ke saath saath uska dard fir se badhta chala jata hain……….kadam ek baar fir se ladkhada padte hain……….aur wo fir kuch sochkar us building ke aakhiri chor ki taraf dubara chal padta hain………

aab wo ek baar fir se dorahe par khada tha……….jahan ek taraf uski zindagi thi………………to dusari taraf uski maut…….chunana fir se usey kisi ek ko tha………..waise to wo marney ke iradey se wahan gaya tha magar shayad durr ki wajah se…….wo apne kadam aagey nahin bada paa raha tha……….wo kuch der tak isi asmanjash mein dooba rehta hain……..fir wo apne aankhon se behtey aansoon poochta hain……aur apne iradey ko aur mazboot karta hain…………himmat to uske ander zara bhi nahin thi magar dil mein zakhm itna gehra tha ki is baar uske kadam khud ba khud apni maut ke taraf badhtey chale jate hain………..shayad aab usney marney ka poora irada bana liya tha……….ya faisla kar chuka tha……….

wo ek nazar apne charon taraf dekhta hain……….raat ke andhere mein wahan gehri khamoshi to thi magar neechay gadiyon ka shorgul bhi sunayi de raha tha………..wo kuch sochkar haule se apni dono aankhein band karta hain……..aur gehri lumbi saans chodhta hain……….ek baar fir se uski dil ki dhadkanein guzarte waqt ke saath tezz hoti chali jati hain………..aur agle hi pal uske kadam khud ba khud badhtey chale jate hain…………apni maut ke taraf………….

fir uska jism hawa mein kuch pal tak lehrara hain aur……………15 manzil building se uska jism neechay farsh par bikher jata hain………….aab shayad uski saans toot chuki thi……aur jism ke kai hisson se khoon beh raha tha……sir mein itni gheri chot aayi thi ki uski dono aankhein bahar ki taraf nikal aayi thi………….aab sab kuch pal bhar mein shant ho gaya tha……….sansein bhi……….aur dhadkan bhi…………bheed kuch hi der mein wahan jama ho gayi thi………..wahan khade log bus tamasha hi dekh sakte they………….kar kuch nahin sakte they…………aur waise bhi aab karney ko kuch reh kaha gaya tha…………..

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waise to bade sehar mein is tarah ki ghatna har roz hoti rehti hain…….aur is tarah ki ghatna wahan ke liye aam baat hain……….aur is ghatna se zyadatar logon ko fark bhi nahin padta………..magar ek saksh aisa bhi tha jo is hue haadse se poori tarah toot gaya tha………aankhein uski bhi num thi magar kahin na kahin usey ek gehra dhaaka zaroor laga tha………..pratishosh ki bhavna liye wo kafi der tak yu hi khamosh rehta hain aur fir achanak se kahin uthkar chal padta hain………..in sab se kahin door………..shayad aab usey apni manzil ki talash thi…………ya fir usey apni mazil nazar aa rahi thi………………………………………

Police station……

” tune aaj ka akhbaar padha kya gokhle………..har roz sala wahi gheesa pita news………..sala kal raat fir se ek ladke ne 15 manzil building se koodkar apni jaan de di………hoga sala koi pyaar ka mara……..bechara……….khaya hoga usney kahin pyaar mein dhokha………..” aur wo saksh itna kehkar haule se hans padta hain……….wahin samney baitha sub inspector bhi dheere se hans padta hain……….

” sahi keh raha hain tu diwakar………..ye sala aaj ka generation bahut bekar ho gaya hain……….sala kisi pe bhi bharosha nahin raha aab……….main to kehta hoon ladkiyaan kewal chodney ki cheez hoti hain……….unse dil vil lagana sab bekar hain……..sali sab ek jaisi hoti hain………..do ko upar wale jeb mein rakhti hain…….aur chaar ko neechay………..” aur gokhle haule se apni aankh maar deta hain……..wahin diwakar bade gaur se gokhle ke chehrey ki taraf dekhkar muskurane lagta hain………

” tu to aise keh raha hain jaise kisi ladki ne tujhe bhi dhokha diya ho……….khair………jo bhi ho……..aab bade saheb ko is ghatna ki poori information aur details deni padegi………chal chalte hain……….” aur itna kehkar wo dono fauran police station se bahar ki taraf nikal jate hain………..

is ghatna ke ek haftey baad……………

” sir……….pichley haftey jis ladke ne buiding se koodkar suicide kiya tha aur aaj se kareeb 4 mahina pehle ek ladke ne zehar ki sheeshi pee li thi……….un dono ghatna mein ek cheez to common hain sir………..aur wo cheez hain………..ladki………” itna kehkar gokhle gehri saans chodhte hue apni baat par zor deta hain………..wahin kamrey mein ek baar fir se gehri khamoshi chaa jati hain………samney baitha inspector bade gaur se gokhle ke chehrey ki taraf sawal bhare nazreion se ek tuk dekhney lagta hain……..

” ladki………to ismein common kya hain…….dono maut ke peechay kahin ek hi ladki to nahin……….” kafi der tak samney baitha inspector apne dimag par zor dete hue apni baat kehta hain…….wahin gokhle ka chehra khil uthatha hain…….

” absolutely right sir……….in dono ghatna ke peechay ek hi ladki hain………magar aabhi tak ye clear nahin hua hain……….bus itna pata chal paya hain ki us ladki ne in dono ladkon ke pyar ko thukraa diya tha……..shayad is wajah se in dono ne aisa kadam uthaya……….” aur gokhle apni adhuri baat khatam karta hain…….

” agar ladki ne unhein mana kar diya to ismein us bechari ladki ka kya dosh…………waise us ladki ka naam kya hain……….is baat se to clear hain ki wo ladki laakhon mein zaroor ek hogi……..tabhi to uske itne sare aashiq hain………..aab to lagta hain us ladki se mujhe bhi zaroor ek baar milna hi padega……….

” us ladki ka naam hain kavya mehta………magar afos ki baat ye hain sir ki aap aab us ladki se mil nahin sakengey……..kyon ki aab wo ladki is sehar mein nahin hain……….maine agal bagal se us ladki ke bare mein pata karwaya tha……..aur ye baat bhi tay hain ki aab us ladki ki shadi fix ho gayi hain………..kul mila jula kar ye case closed ho chuka hain sir……..thats it……..” aur gokhle wo file wahin table par rakh deta hain……….aur fauran bahar ki taraf nikal padta hain……….

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Date 15 March 2017

Ratnagiri…………..ek khoobsurat sehar………….charon taraf pahad aur jungle se ghira hua………..usi sehar se bahar bana ek bada sa bunglow aur uske charon taraf lage bade bade ped……….un pedon ke beech ek 9 feet ki boundary thi jo us bunglow ko poori tarah se ghere hue thi…………us boundary ke upari hisson par sheesay ke bade bade tukdey lage they………aur samney ek bada sa gate………aur usi se sate ek chota sa cabin…….jismein chaukidaar ke liye ek 8/10 ka room bana hua tha……….

ander ka hissa kafi bada tha…………aur samney ek bada sa guest room bhi tha……………….jismein us ghar ke naukar wahan rehtey they…………..aur bunglow ki saaf saafayi kiya karte they……..uske theek samney car parking ki jagah thi………..halanki ye bunglow aabhi naya bana tha is wajah se aas paas zyada ghar nahin they………aur naye painting ki wajah se us bunglow ki khoobsoorti mein chaar chand lag gayi thi……….samney ka kafi hissa sheeshay ka bana hua tha……….aur samney ek bada sa main darwaza tha………

ander ke farsh par safed rang ka tiles laga hua tha………aur samney ek bada sa hall tha…….jiske beechon beech ek bada sa jhoomar latak raha tha……….wahin kuch door par sofey aur samney ki deewar par 48 inch ki LED t.v lagi thi………thodi door par ek bada sa music system bhi tha……….ander kareeb 4 bade bade kamrey they……aur upar bhi 4 bade bade room they……..poora bunglow tiles aur marbles se bana tha……jissey uski khoobsurati mein aur bhi izafa ho raha tha………..

har do room ke saath attach mein toilet bana tha………do upar ……do neechay………aur is bade ghar mein rehta tha…………..mehta parivaar………………….yani ki shayamanand mehta……….jo tha is bunglow ka maalik……….ya yu kaho ki is poorey parivaar ka akela malik…………

shyamanand ki umar kareeb 65 saal thi……..bal poorey safed ho chuke they…….aur chehrey par jagah jagah jhuriyaan dikh rahi thi……..haath mein ek badi si chadi humesha rehti thi…….wahin unki wife sunita mehta bhi aab boodhi ho chuki thi………jo kadam se kadam milakar unke budhape ka sahara bani hui thi………….waise to shyamanand ke teen aulaad they………..ek rahul mehta……..aur dusara ram mehta………aur teesari uski khoobsurat beti kajal mehta………..

rahul ki shadi ho chuki thi……….aur uski shadi hue lagbhag 6 mahine beet chuke they………….waise rahul australia mein building constuction mein job karta tha………aur zyadatar wo india se bahar hi rehta tha…………rahul ki jis ladki se shadi hui thi us ladki na naam tha…………………………………….” Kavya Mehta ” …………………………..wo naam jo ek alag hi pehchaan aab bayan kar raha tha……………

Subeh ka waqt tha………….har roz ki tarah shyamanand hall mein baitha hua akhbaar padh raha tha……….wahin dusari taraf uski biwi sarita baithi hui sabzi kaat rahi thi………..shyamanand jab tak akbaar poora nahin chaat leta wo is beech kisi se baat nahin kiya karta tha………usey akhbaar se bahut lagaav tha……….wahin sarita ussey baatein kiye jaa rahi thi aur wo uski baateion ka bus haan …hoon…..mein jawab de raha tha………..

” malik chaai……..” ye awaaz sunte hi shyamanand apni nazrein fauran upar ki ore uthatha hain aur apne samney khade naukar ki taraf bade gaur se ek tuk dekhney lagta hain………wahin uske chehrey par ek hulki si muskaan tair jati hain………. samney khada ek boodha sa aadmi kareeb 65 saal ka chai ki tray wahin table par rakh deta hain aur fauran apni dono baahein aapas mein jodh leta hain………..wahin sarita bhi usey dekhkar haule se muskura padti hain………

” aaj chai lane mein aapne thodi si der kar di…………aapko maloom hain ki main chai peetey hue akhbaar padhna zyada pasand karta hoon………” shayamanad chai ki chuski lete hue apni baat poori karta hain……..aisa lag raha tha mano jaise wo apne naukar se shikayat kar raha ho………wahin samney khada naukar apna sir jhukaye aab bhi khamosh khada tha……….

” malik……..galti ho gayi………” aur wo naukar dubara se apna sir neechay ki taraf jhuka leta hain………wahin shyamanand usey dekhkar dubara se hans padta hain………

” tumhein maine kitni baar kaha hain ki tum is ghar ke ek sadsaya ho………is parivaar ka ek hissa ho……….na ki naukar………aayi baat samajh mein ramu………” aur is baar shyamanand ek tuk ramu ke chehrey ki taraf dekhney lagta hain………wahin ramu ki nazrein aabhi bhi farsh ko ghoor rahi thi……….

” ye to aapka badappan hain mailk………jo aap aisa samjhtey hain……….nahin to main kahan……….aur aap kahan……..” ramu ki baat poori hoti tabhi shyamanad beech mein hi bol padta hain………

” koi bada chota nahin hota ramu……..ye to bus apne soch ka fark hain……….” aur shayamand is baar sunita ke taraf dekhkar muskura padta hain………wahin sunita bhi haule se hans padti hain……..

” malik……..aapse ek guzarish thi………..agar aap naraz na ho to………main …….” aur ramu is baar apni baat adhuri chodh deta hain……..wahin shyamanad ek tuk ramu ke chehrey ki taraf dekhney lagta hain……jaise wo uske chehrey ko padhney ki koshish kar raha ho……..

” kya baat hain ramu………..zara khulkar kaho………ismein narazgi wali baat kahan se aa gayi……..” aur shyamanand fir se bol padta hain…….wahin ramu kuch der tak khamosh rehta hain fir wo aagey bolna shuru karta hain………

” da-asal mailk aab main boodha ho chuka hoon……..pehle jaisi taqat aab mujhmein nahin rahi……….jo main is ghar ka aur bojh utha sakun……..is liye aab main aaram karna chahta hoon……….main aab apne ganv humesha humesha ke liye laut jana chahta hoon……….sochta hoon ki wahan rehkar kuch din apna ghar parivaar bhi dekh loon…….maine poori zindagi aapki sewa mein guzar di hain……..aab main thak gaya hoon…….” aur ramu itna bolkar ek baar fir se apni garden neechay ki taraf jhuka leta hain……na jane kyon uska dil durr se zoron se dhadak raha tha………wahin shyamanad ke chehrey par udasi ke badal saaf nazar aane lage they……..

udaasi ki baat to thi hi………kyon ki uska barson ka wafadaar naukar aab yahan se humesha ke liye jane ki baat kar raha tha………jo ki aab shyamanad ko bilkul manzoor nahin tha……..magar wo apne swarth ki wajah se uska dil nahin dukhana chahta tha………..na chahtey hue bhi wo ramu ko mana nahin kar pata………

” theek hain ramu………barson se tumne jo is ghar ki sewa ki hain aab main aaj se tumhein humesha humesha ke liye ussey mukt karta hoon……….tum aab azaad ho……..” aur itna kehkar shyamanand apni jagah se uth jata hain……….wahin ramu fauran unke pawn mein gir padta hain…….wahin shyamanad fauran ramu ko uthatha hain aur usey apne seenay se laga leta hain……….

” tumhari jagah mere pairon mein nahin…..is dil mein hain……..main bhi soch raha hoon ki baki ke bache din hum bhi ganv mein jakar guzar dein……….yahan is sehar mein rakha kuch nahin hain……….humein bhi apne ganv ki bahut yaad aati hain………aur aab tum bhi yahan nahin rahogey to hum log yahan rehkar kya karengey……….” aur shyamanand apne dil ki baat apni jubaan par laa deta hain……..wahin ramu bade gaur se ek tuk apne malik ke chehrey ki taraf dekhney lagta hain………..magar kehta kuch nahin………

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jaate jaate shyamanand usey ek lakh rupyee nagad……..barson se usney jo dhan jama kiya tha wo sab kuch usey imandari se lauta deta hain…….aur kuch khane peenay ka saman bhi deta hain…….ramu ka yu jana usey ander hi ander khaye jaa raha tha…….magar wo aab apne naukar ko mayus nahin karna chahta tha………

shaam ka waqt tha………shyamanad ka dil bahut bechain ho chala tha………usey aab wahan bilkul aacha nahin lag raha tha………shaam ko uska beta rahul ghar aata hain aur aakar apne pitaji ke paas jakar baith jata hain……..shayamanand ke chehrey par jo udasi ke badal they wo rahul ki nazreion se nahin chupe they……….

” kya baat hain papa………..aaj aap itne udaas dikh rahe hain………baat kya hain…….aur ramu kaka kahin dikh nahin rahe………..kahin gaye kya wo……” rahul ke mooh se aise sawal sunkar shyamanand ek tuk rahul ke chehrey ki taraf dekhney lagta hain……..kuch der ki gehri khamoshi ke baad wo apni chuppi todta hain…….

” haan……..maine unki chutti kar di………..wo aab humesha ke liye apne ganv laut gaye hain………aur beta………hum bhi aab apne ganv laut jana chahtey hain……..yahan aab hum logon ka dil nahin lagta………..ye sehar humare liye nahin hain……..isey tum hi aab sambhalo……….” aur shyamanand apne dil ki baat apne bete se bol deta hain jissey sunkar rahul ke chehrey par bhi udasi ke badal chaa jate hain………waise to wo apne papa ki bahut izzat karta tha…….magar wo apne papa ki koi bhi baat kaat nahin sakta tha……aur na hi kabhi unka dil todna chahta tha……..

” magar papa……….aap aise kaise jaa sakte hain………main kaise yahan sab kuch akele sambhalunga………kavya ko kaun dekhega………….ram ka bhi to admission yahan ho gaya hain……..uski padhayi par kaun dhyaan dega……….aur kuch hi dinon mein kajal bhi yahan aane wali hain…….aur main bhi agle haftey australia jaa raha hoon……..aur to…….is ghar mein naukar bhi aab nahin hain………..kaise hoga ye sab………..” aur rahul apne dono haath apne sir par rakh deta hain……….wahin shyamanand ek tuk uske chehrey ki ore dekhey jaa raha tha…….

” sab kuch ho jayega beta………..humari bahu sab kuch sambhal legi……..wo bahut samajhdhaar hain……..padhi likhi hain……sushil hain……..aur khoobsurat bhi………..ram ki padhayi ki tum fikar mutt karo………main bahu se bol doonga to usey khali time mein padha diya karegi……..aur kuch hi dinon mein kajal bitiya bhi yahan aa jayegi…….fir sab kuch samay ke saath sahi ho jayega…………bus…….aab tum humein jane ki izzazat de do………..” aur shayamanand fir se mano apne bete ke samney faryaad karney lagta hain………wahin is baar rahul apne khyalon mein doobata chala jata hain……..dekhna tha ki aaane wla waqt kya karwat badalne wala tha………………………………………..

Shyamanand to jane ka jaise poora irada bana liya tha………..wahin sarita bhi uske kadam se kadam mila rahi thi………..aab sab kuch bhagya ke bharose tha…………

Rahul………. kareeb 26 saal ka……….aachi personality ka malik……….waise wo koi zyada mota nahin tha…….aur na hi zyada patla……..haan rang thoda sawla zaroor tha………..shuru se hi wo narm swabhav ka tha aur dusaron ki khushi mein apni khushi dhoodhta tha………waise to wo shadi karney ke iradey mein bilkul nahin tha magar jab usney pehli baar kavya ko dekha tha wo shadi se khud ko rok nahin paya tha………pehli hi nazar mein kavya usey bhaa gayi thi……..uski khoobsurati usey deewana bana gayi thi…………

waise rahul ke ander paise kamane ki bhookh thi…………paise ke liye wo jaise pagal rehta tha…………har waqt uske dimag mein paisa ghoomta rehta tha………..is wajah se kavya aur rahul ke beech hulka sa faasla badh chuka tha……….

Ram……….18 sal ka khoobsurat naujawan…………aabhi wo jawani ke dahleez par apne kadam rakha tha……..duniyadari kya hoti hain usey in sab ke bare mein kuch pata nahin tha………..waise rahul aur ram mein kafi fark tha……….ram dikhney mein bahut sunder tha aur wahin uska badan gora tha……..aur height bhi aachi khasi thi………..ram jitna shareef aur seedha tha utna hi bhola bhala tha………..

school mein bhi wo sabse alag rehta tha………..class mein uske ek bhi dost nahin they……..shayad sharam ki wajah se wo zyada kisi se baat nahin karta tha………..khaas kar ladkiyon se………..ladkiyon se to wo aise door bhagta tha jaise wo usey kha jayengi………aur kabhi uska kisi ladki se akele mein samna ho jata to wo thar thar kampney lagta…………is wajah se school ke teachers bhi shyamanand se kai baar uski shiyakat kar chuke they………magar uske ander kabhi koi badlaav nahin aaya……….agar usey koi doubt bhi hota aur class mein agar madam padha rahi hoti to bhi wo sharam se nahin pooch pata………

Kavya…………………jitni bala ki khoobsurat thi……utni hi tezz bhi thi…………..bhagwaan ne usey badi hi fursat mein tarasha tha……….shadi ke pehle bhi uske peechay hazaron ladkon ki line rehti thi……..aur shadi ke baad bhi ye silsila aabhi tak nahin thama tha………kavya na zyada moti thi aur na hi zyada patli………….badan uska aisa tha jo ek nazar dekh le to bus dekhta reh jaye……….jis gali se wo guzare mard laakh koshish karney ke bawjood bhi usey palatkar ek nazar zaroor dekhta tha…….

jism gora hone ki wajah se uski khoobsurati aur bhi qahar dhati thi……..aankhein badi badi…….bilkul hirni ke jaisi……….ek nazar jisko wo dekh le wo wahin uska deewana ban jaye……….kanon mein bade bade jhumkey………jo lagataar uske nangey shoulder ko touch karte they………maathey par ek choti si bindi jo uski khoobsurati ko aur bhi char chand lagati thi………….aankhon mein kajal har waqt laga rehta tha……….naak mein ek gold ring thi……….aur honth ras se bhare hue bilkul gulabi aur naram…………..aisa lagta tha jaise usmein se sehad tapak raha ho……..

garden surahi ki tarah lumbi………..aur gale mein kale rang ka motiyon se piroya hua mangalsutra………maathey par laal rang ka sindoor……….aur haathon mein khanakti choodiyaan……….bal bade bade jo uski kamar tak latke rehtey they……….waise to kavya padhi likhi thi magar usey western kapdey ka shauk nahin tha……….ghar ho ya bahar wo aksar suit pehanana zyada comfortable feel karti thi………aur shadi ho jane ke baad humesha saadi…………kyon ki pichley 6 mahiney se uske saas sasur ghar par hi uske saath rehtey aaye they is wajah se usney saadi ke alawa koi aur kapda try nahin kiya tha………

kavya mein jo cheez sabse zyada kisi ko apne taraf attract karti thi to wo thi uski badi badi 36 size ki chuchiyaan aur uski thirakti gand……..chuchiyaan jo humesha pahad ki tarah tani rehti thi……..jinhein koi bhi mard apne kathor haathon se unhein berahmi se masalna chahta tha………….kamar patla hone ki wajah se uski gand aur bhi qahar dhati thi………jo poorey gol shape mein thi……..aur uthi hui bhi………..pairon mein payal jo humesha uske chalney par cham cham ki awaaz karte they………kul mila julakar wo ek jeeti jagti qayamat thi……….aisa qayamat jisey har koi pana chahta tha…………kavya wo titli thi jisey hard mard apni mutthi mein kaid karna chahta tha…………magar us titli ko apne vash mein karna shayad kisi ke liye itna asaan nahin tha……..

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” Babuji…………..aap yahan par kuch din aur reh jate to aacha hota…………yahan main akeli bore ho jawungi……….itne bade ghar mein akele rehna sochkar bhi bahut ajeeb sa lagta hain………” kavya jo itne der se khamosh thi achanak apne saas sasur ko aise jata hua dekhkar haule se bol padti hain………wahin shyamanand kavya ke taraf dekhta hua haule se muskura padta hain………thode door par rahul khada tha…….aur uske baju mein ram bhi tha………

” papa………kavya theek hi to keh rahi hain……..aap yahan kuch aur din reh jate to………aacha hota…….” aur rahul beech mein hi bol padta hain………wahin shyamanand haule se dubara muskura padta hain……..

” nahin bahu………..sach to ye hain ki humein aab yahan munn nahin lagta………main janta hoon ki humein yahan kisi cheez ki koi kami nahin hain……..aur tumne humari sewa mein koi kami nahin ki hain……….aur tum to waise bhi samjhdaar aur padhi likhi ho……….sab kuch tum khud hi sambhal logi………waqt sab kuch theek kar dega………..aab humein izazat do………..” aur itna bolkar shyamanand apna bag uthatha hain aur bahar ki taraf jane lagta hain………….wahin sarita bhi peechay peechay chal padti hain……magar kuch door jate hi wo fauran ruk jati hain aur peechay mudkar apni bahu ko bade gaur se ek tuk dekhney lagti hain…….

” bahu…………aurat ghar ki laaj hoti hain………….chahe to wo ghar ko swarg bana sakti hain……..ya to pal bhar mein usey barbaad kar sakti hain…………aab is ghar ki bagdoor tumhein sambhalni hain………..faisla tumein karna hain……….aagey jo bhi karna bahut soch samajhkar karna………….aur haan……….apni maryaada kabhi mutt bhoolna………..chalti hoon………apna khyaal rakhna……” aur sarita ek nazar apne bahu ko bade gaur se ek tuk dekhney lagti hain wahin kavya fauran apni nazrein neechay ki taraf jhuka leti hain……..mano wo sarita ki nazreion ka samna na karna chahti ho…………..

dono bhai shyamanand aur sarita ko bahar tak chodhney jate hain……….wahin rahul ek car book karta hain aur apne papa mummy ko ganv bhej deta hain………..aab ghar mein kewal teen member bache they………ek rahul…….jo ek haftey ke ander wo bhi bahar jane wala tha……….dusara ram……….jisey wahan rehkar padhayi karni thi……….aur aakhri mein bachi kavya……….jisey aab sab kuch akele sambhala tha………is ghar ko………aur poorey parivaar ko…………………………..

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shyamanand ke jane ke baad rahul aur ram dono aakar hall mein baith jate hain………wahin kavya kuch door par khadi chup chaap un dono ko ek tuk dekh rahi thi………..ander hi ander usey apni sasu maa par gussa bhi aa raha tha……….na jane kitni baar uski saas ye dialogue uske samney bol chuki thi…………aur har baar kavya bus sunkar chup reh jati…………sarita ke jane se ek tarah se wo thodi relax feel kar rahi thi………aur thodi azaad bhi………….

aab usey bandishon mein nahin rehna padega………aab wo jaisa chahe waisa kapda pehan sakti hain……apni marzi se poorey ghar mein kahin bhi ghoom sakti hain……….kuch bhi kar sakti hain……….kahin bhi aa jaa sakti hain……….ek tarah se wo aab sare bandhanon se mukt ho gayi thi……….aab wo apne aapko kisi parindon ki tarah hawa mein udta hua azaad mehsoos kar rahi thi………….kavya ko aise soch mein dooba hua dekhkar rahul achanak se bol padta hain……..

” kya hua kavya………tum kis soch mein doob gayi………..are haan…….main to ek cheez bhool hi gaya………..ram tum aisa karo mere saath aabhi press par chalo………..badhiya naukar ke liye ishtihaaar deni hain………..kum se kum is ghar mein do naukar to chahiye hi……….jo ek bahar ke kaam sambhal lega…….aur dusara ghar ke ander ka sara kaam dekh lega…………aab to aap khus hain na madam………” aur rahul itna kehkar kavya ke taraf dheere se apni ek aankh maar deta hain…….wahin kavya bade gaur se ek tuk rahul ke chehrey ki taraf dekhney lagti hain………….magar kehti kuch nahin……….dekhna tha ki aane wala waqt kaunn sa mod lekar un sab ki zindagi mein aane wala tha…………………………………………………

Rahul ram ko apni car mein baithakar seedha press ki taraf chal padta hain………aur wahan do naukar ka ishtehaar akhbaar mein deta hain………uska ek kaam to ho chuka tha aab ek kaam aur reh gaya tha …………wo tha ram ka wahin nazdeek school mein admission karwana……..issey pehle ram apne ganv mein rekhkar padhta tha……rahul wahin paas ke school mein jata hain aur ram ka admission class 11th mein karwa deta hain……….school ka form submit aur fees jama karney ke baad wo seedha apne ghar ke taraf chal padta hain……..jahan uski khoobsurat wife is waqt itne bade ghar mein bilkul akeli thi……….

ghar aate hi ram apne kamrey mein chala jata hain aur rahul seedha apni biwi ke paas………wahin kavya ghar mein akeli baithi hui t.v dekh rahi thi……..rahul ko aata hua dekhkar uske chehrey par ek pyari si muskaan tair jati hain……..

” aap baithiye main aapke liye pani lekar aati hoon………..aur ram kahan hain…….wo kahin dikh nahin raha…….subeh se usney kuch khaya ki nahin……….” aur kavya haule se bol padti hain…….wahin rahul ke chehrey par shararti muskaan tair jati hain………rahul wahin dham se sofey par jakar kavya ke bagal mein baith jata hain aur kavya jaise hi pani lene ke liye uthathi hain rahul fauran kavya ke haath tham leta hain aur usey kaskar apni taraf kheechta hain…………jissey kavya uske seenay par girti chali jati hain………..wahin rahul kavya ko kaskar apni bahon mein jakad leta hain………

” kya baat hain darling…………devar se itna pyaar………mere liye bus pani aur uske liye khana………ye to na-insafi hain………..tumne ek bhi baar mere bare mein ye nahin poocha ki maine subeh se kuch khaya hain ki nahin……….chalo aab aacha hain agle haftey se is ghar mein tum dono hi rahogey………..chaho to usey apni god mein sulana…….ya fir tum uski god mein khud baithkar usey apne haathon se khilana……..main kuch nahin bolunga……….” aur rahul itna bolkar kavya ke kandhey par apne haath rakh deta hain aur usey sarkatey hue neechay uske boobs ke taraf le jane lagta hain…….issey pehle kavya kuch samajhti wo kaskar kavya ke right boobs ko apni mutthi mein masla deta hain………wahin kavya ke mooh se ek hulki si siskari foot padti hain aur wo kaskar rahul ke seenay par mukkey marney lagti hain……….wahin rahul dubara se hans padta hain…….

” tum na………..bahut gande ho………zara bhi ye nahin sochtey ki kya bolna hain………..dewar hain wo mera……….koi dilbar nahin………..aur aapne apna haath kahan rakha hua hain………..agar is beech ram aa gaya to………wo kya sochega………..aab jane bhi do………..aapke mood ka kuch pata nahin………kabhi kabhi to mere liye ye pyaar jagta hain……….nahin to har waqt boojha boojha sa rehta hain……….” aur kavya is baar apna haath apne seenay par le jati hain aur rahul ke haathon ko wahan se hata deti hain……….wahin rahul bus muskurata rehta hain………..

” ussey kya hua……….dewar aur dilbar mein zyada fark thodi na hota hain………..waise maine ram ka admission st- joshep school mein karwa diya hain…………aur naukar ke liye bhi istihaar de diya hain……..aab dekhna ye hain ki humare yahan naukar kab tak aate hain……….mere rehtey tak aa jaye to ye aur bhi aachi baat hain……….chalo isi baat par ek kiss to mil hi sakta hain………” aur rahul apna chehra kavya ke chehrey ke kareeb le jata hain aur uske najuk naram honton ko choomney ke liye jaise hi apna honth aagey badhata hain kavya fauran apna chehra hata leti hain………wahin rahul bus ek tuk kavya ko dekhta reh jata hain…….

” ye sab aabhi nahin raat mein……..aur dilbar to mera wo tab banega naa jab wo mujhse koi baat karega……….pichley 6 mahinon mein aisa ek bhi din nahin beeta jis din usney mujhse khulkar ek bhi shabdh kuch kaha ho………..ladkiyon se to wo aise ghabrata hain jaise wo usey kaccha chaba jayegi………pata nahin wo mere saath is ghar mein kaise akele rahega…………..mujhe to sochkar hi ajeeb lagta hain……… uska to bhagwaan hi malik hain……………” aur kavya fauran apni jagah se uth jati hain aur seedha kitchen ke taraf chal padti hain………..wahin rahul kuch der tak ram ke bare mein sochney par mazboor ho jata hain………

wo bahut aachey se ram ke nature ko janta tha……….kavya jhooth nahin bol rahi thi…………wo bahut sharmila kisam ka tha………is wajah se jahan wo pehle padhayi karta tha wahan school se kai baar is bare mein uski complain bhi aa chuki thi…………agar uska yehi nature raha to aagey chalkar fir se problem aa sakti thi……….magar aab sawal ye tha ki uska ye nature badlega kaun?????? rahul isi udherbun mein dooba hua tha tabhi kavya pani lekar aati hain aur wahin table par rakh deti hain……….aur ek tuk rahul ke taraf dekhney lagti hain………..rahul ko aise soch mein dooba hua dekhkar wo bhi asmajash mein padh jati hain…….

” kya hua……..aap kis soch mein doob gaye……….” aur kavya apna ek haath rahul ke kandhey par haule se rakh deti hain…….wahin rahul apne soch se bahar aata hain………..

” tum sahi keh rahi ho kavya…………ram ko aab badalna hi hoga………warna aagey chalkar bahut badi problem ho jayegi………agar yehi uska nature raha to wo kabhi shadi bhi nahin karega………..khair jo bhi ho……….main chahta hoon ki tum ram ko badal do……..usey ek kaabil insaan banana aab tumhari jimmedari hain………..mere liye kya tum itna nahin kar sakti kya……kavya………” aur rahul jaise kavya ke samney faryaad karney lagta hain…….wahin kavya haule se muskura padti hain aur ek tuk rahul ki aankhon mein dekhney lagti hain…….mano ussey keh rahi ho ki kya tumhein aab mujhpar bharosha nahin raha……….

” aap uski fikar mutt kijiye……….main ram ko kaabil insaan bana dungi……….haan usey badalney mein kuch waqt to lagega hi………uske liye mujhe jo karna pade main karungi……….aab to aap khus hain naa……” aur kavya apne haathon se pani ka glass uthathi hain aur rahul ke haathon mein dheere se thama deti hain……….wahin is baar rahul dheere se muskura deta hain…………..

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do din guzar chuke they magar aab tak koi bhi naukar nahin aaya tha………..rahul se kahin zyada chinta aab kavya ko hone lagi thi……..kyon ki itne bade ghar ki saaf safayi karna akele uske bus ka nahin tha…………wahin wo sara din kaam karte thak jati thi……….ghadi mein is waqt shaam ke 4 baj rahein they…….kavya hall mein baithi hui t.v dekh rahi thi aur ram bahar apne bhaiya ke saath baitha hua tha………..tabhi kisi ki gate par awaaz sunayi di…………rahul fauran uthkar gate ke taraf chal padta hain aur jakar main gate kholta hain………

samney ek bhikari jaisi halat mein ek kareeb 45 sal ka saksh khada tha………..uska poora jism koyle ki tarah bilkul kala tha………..jism par usney kale rang ka kambal lapeta hua tha……….aur us kambal se ajeeb tarah ki gandi si smell aa rahi thi………aisa lag raha tha jaise usney barson se nahaya na ho………..aur wo kambal jagah jagah se fata hua tha jismein uske nangey badan kahin kahin nazar aa rahein they………..bal ghoongrale se they aur uspar khoob sara tel laga hua tha…………bal mein ulti mang se kanghi kiya gaya tha………waise to uski dadhi nahin thi magar mooch usney badi badi rakhi hui thi………jism uska bhara hua gathila aur mazboot tha………..aisa lag raha tha jaise wo pehalwani bhi karta ho…………

dheere dheere wo apne mooh chala raha tha……shayad usney mooh mein kuch khaini wagerah rakha hua tha…………..dahiney haath mein usney ek bada sa laathi pakda hua tha…………..aur pawn mein ek fata sa chaapal pehna tha jo ki kai jagahon se sila tha……….pet uske thode se bahar ki taraf nikale hue they…………aur do ungli mein usney lohe ki ring pehni hui thi………kul milakar wo kisi bhikari se kum to bilkul bhi nahin lag raha tha………..wahin rahul aabhi bhi uske taraf ajeeb nazreion se dekh raha tha…………

” namaste saheb…………mujhe press wale malik ne aapke paas bheja hain………..unhone kaha tha ki jab main aapke pas pahunch jawun to main aapko unse baatein karwa doon……….” itna bolkar wo saksh apne kambal ke ander se ek keypad wala mobile nikalta hain aur ek number dial karke rahul ke haathon mein dheere se pakda deta hain……..wahin rahul hairat se uske taraf dekhey jaa raha tha……….aisi halat mein bhi us bandey ke paas ek mobile phone tha ye sochney wali baat thi……….

” main rahul bol raha hoon ……jo us din main aapke paas aaya tha naukar ka ishtihaar dene ke liye……..main wahi……….ek banda aaya hua hain mere paas……..magar aapne kis bande ko mere paas bhej diya………..shakal soorat se to ye bhikari maloom padta hain…………” rahul apni pareshani us press wale ko batata hain wahin samney khada saksh ajeeb nazreion se rahul ko dekhey jaa raha tha………aur mand mand muskuraye jaa raha tha………

” aap uski huliye par mutt jaiye …………wo shuru se hi aisa hain…………kaha tha sale ko ki wo wahan nahakar jaye magar ye sala bahut ziddi jo hain……….karta apne wali hi hain……… aap fikar mutt kijiye banda jaisa dikh raha hain waisa hain nahin………..kaam itni safayi se karta hain ki aap khud uski tareef karengey………..aabhi tak jahan bhi isney kaam kiya hain log iski safayi ki tareef bahut karte hain……….bus isey do waqt ki roti de dijiyega isey aur kuch nahin chahiye……..aapke chote se kamrey mein ye kahin pada rahega……..” aur itna kehkar press wala phone rakh deta hain………wahin rahul theek hain bolkar phone cut kar deta hain……….

aabhi bhi rahul ki nazrein us bikari jaise dikhney wali saksh par thi……wo isi asmanajsh mein dooba hua tha ki wo is bande ko kaam par rakhe ki nahin……….kyon ki wo press wala insaan uski aachi jaan pehchaan ka tha aur rahul ye baat janta tha ki wo galat insaan ko kabhi uske darwaze par nahin bhejega………..magar aab sawal ye tha ki wo haan kaise bole………agar wo usey haan bolta hain to kavya uspar zaroor bhadak jayegi…….kyon ki kavya is tarah ke logon ko bilkul bhi pasand nahin karti thi………..dekhna tha ki aagey rahul ka kya faisla hota hain………haan ………………………..ya fir ………………………..naa………………………………….

By : Ajaykumar82